Considering Upsetting Solar Plexus Voice Manifestations (Journal Post)

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(this article is the fourth in this series)

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For 27 years this metaphysical author and blogger has considered myself a journalist in relation to reporting about experiences that altogether constitute a 'paranormal' (or 'supernatural') case chronology.  Following the publication of the noncommercial case study online that includes chronicling my activities to inform other people about these metaphysically revealing experiences, I began reading historical accounts of phenomenal interaction accounts and transcendental communication in particular.  Concerning the diverse aspects of the phenomena that I've experienced in relation to the scope of manifestations, some facets have become more prominent during interims/stages — evolving to apparently reflect the perspective and plans of the 'Message Giver' (as I sometimes refer to 'All That Is' with a noticeable 'personality' beyond each of the countless individual consciousness units).  (The startling 'proof' that I am able to offer includes what is detailed in such articles as my University of London symposium lecture transcript in 2014.)

My Dec. 13-19 journal entry reports the solar plexus voice manifestation of "I HATE YOU" suddenly manifesting one night in the currently prominent stage of M interacting through a diverse array of voices/personalities expressing idiosyncratic emotions.  A few of the often-recurring voices have become immediately recognizable.  This month there have been a few new occurrences of "I HATE YOU" with the purpose and meaning left for me to contemplate — and possibly for you also to consider as my orientation as metaphysical/paranormal journalist has always been that I am a surrogate/'everyman' figure representating all of humanity at the present time.  The beginning of this case chronology commenced with the documented nonfiction case study Testament (1997 noncommercial online edition).  Quoted in a 1999 news release are my comments: "Spirit has made my life an open book so that others can expand their consciousness . . . God speaks to us in every voice, communicating to each of us through the subconscious minds of others."  The following week Dec. 20-26 journal blog entry included the synchronicity of a rainbow manifestation.

The occasions when "I HATE YOU" has been heard have expressed emotional orientations specific to each instance.  I recall a male voice emphatically saying this that sounded angry and bitter while a female voice was also profoundly thoughtful and bewildered while twice stating the phrase.  As the manifestations brought me intense feelings of sorrow and reflection, one point of consideration is objectivity as there are contrasting interpretations possible (as first mentioned with the Dec. 13-19 journal blog entry).  There were a couple instances when I was considering rationales that wouldn't relate to me personally and at those moments there were voice manifestations of "OH?" said in a somber and dismissive way so I'm now accepting at least 'group karma' being a consideration for myself as with everyone else.

Perhaps it is significant to acknowledge that hearing the phrase "I HATE YOU" has perhaps also constituted the first time when a manifestation of M has actually left me with a feeling of trepidation beyond some occasional fleeting consideration.  I was going to state something in addition; however, there was a solar plexus vocal intonation just now expressing discomfort with my doing that.  Yesterday morning (Feb. 16), one other thought that I considered was about preparing for publication a series of articles incorporating a metaphysical author's artistic renditions.  I've been planning to do this for several weeks — perhaps M is upset that this approach hasn't yet been attempted because today there are so many people who are visually-oriented and not accustomed to reading detailed articles of any type.  Reflecting further, I realize that M probably would have already found a way to express this particular need to me in some manner if this was the case; however, there have been times when something has been overlooked by myself and it won't become realized until driving my car and seeing the symbolic code indicating 'a needed correction.'

During my Monday morning drive (Feb. 14) the first car that I pulled up to reminded me that some word association incidents (as I've reported previously in relation to my experiences or quandaries chronicled in transcendental communication case chronologies) may not be known to you reading this current article presently.  Additionally, the perspective of M with any specific synchronicity is uncertain and subject to individual interpretation and discrimination.  The solar plexus voice manifestations enable me to also consider what emotion/s are being conveyed.  One possibility concerning authentic voice-hearing phenomena is that specific occurrences karmically pertain to the individual involved.  My consideration of the frequently observed synchronicity symbols and 'messages' reflect the perception of myself as journalist-blogger entrusted to report about these witnessed instances.  Showing on the back window of this first car in front of mine in traffic on Monday was a small assortment of stickers.  I had time to write down the three most vivid phrases prior to the intersection light changing to green: a peace symbol, the message "IN LIARS WE TRUST" with a skull illustration, and a third sticker with only two words: "PISS ANT."  Possibly, these stickers relate to the preceding 'word association incidents' described in other articles beyond obviously being an indication of an individual person's mentality using his or her car to offer the attestation to other people.

When I arrived at the grocery store before reaching the parking lot, M tapped to indicate 'no' so it was onward to the next supermarket.  I thought to myself about all of the solar plexus voice manifestations, taps, traffic synchronicities and so on —

 

M is still helping.

 

I also noted:

sounds so emphatic [at times the solar plexus manifestations are highly intense and emotional]

 

tapping isn't as upsetting

Electronic Voice Phenomena messages/utterances heard on all unedited radio/video broadcasts/recordings are another form of vocal manifestations 

 

At one moment when I paused my car to allow a homeowner in his vehicle to leave his driveway, there was noticed a license plate holder in back with the name "TOM BELL" [California auto dealer; there have been previous incidents such as this one].

 

Prior to my drive that morning, I'd hurriedly typed a list of 11 potential selected coded number sequences that if seen that day would provide a general indication of some possible context that would be best for me to consider in regard to the solar plexus voice manifestations of "I HATE YOU."  The only code that was seen twice during the drive was what I'd jotted down to signify the description "2 polarities — tap and other is voice."  It may also be revealing to specify the other ten potential contexts I'd noted as possibilities; however, M has now expressed 'no' about my doing this (for some reason).

 

Just before reaching my home again with the groceries there was a bumper sticker seen on a car that stated "baby in car" and instead of a dot the letter 'i' showed a heart symbol in red.  The stores had been full of flowers and gift baskets, etc. that morning and this concluding bumper sticker again reminded me 'today is Valentine's Day.'

 

On my preceding drive Thursday (Feb. 10) the first synchronicity experience was seeing a personalized license plate with the two words "BIG WAR."  For days news media headlines have been expressing a war mentality concerning the United States, Russia and the Ukraine.  A few cars after the "BIG WAR" synchronicity there was a car showing a heart symbol.  During this drive I wrote in my notepad at a safe moment: "myself as surrogate for everyone." 

 

A sudden five-hour power outage on Sunday morning disrupted my longtime careful health and meal regime beyond what I could have otherwise expected.  My health concerns in combination with the disturbing voice manifestations have brought feelings of being distraught at times.  Upon reaching home on Monday there was another highly upsetting incident.  I was carrying some of the groceries from the parking area and a bag handle suddenly tore.  I then lost my balance and couldn't avoid supporting myself against a neighbor's window.  There was a snapping sound and a speckled pattern was left on the now-ruined glass.  In comparison, a gardener trimming a tree recently accidentally struck my window loudly with one of his tools without leaving any mark whatsoever.

 

Another disturbing incident happened Tuesday (Feb. 15) while I was preparing my main meal of the day.  I'm always very cautious while chopping vegetables yet somehow the knife slipped in an unusual manner and struck my hand — not enough to break the skin yet all of my fleeting questioning of the possibility of there being unconscious or subconscious influences to 'accidents' was brought to mind.  Sometimes a news story previously has induced reflections such as this — for example, a 2018 incident reporting "a road rage incident led to one driver beating another man to death, then getting hit and killed by a car on the highway."  One point of consideration are the commentary found in channeling cases possibly relating to the 'Higher Self'/'The Only One'/'The Temple In Which We [All] Dwell and Worship' (and so on).

 

Last night at bedtime I thought momentarily about the prospect of there potentially being another 'parallel reality' experience for me in the dream state that night.  Upon going to sleep, one of these experiences did occur and three hours later I awoke feeling bewildered about having been experiencing myself interacting with dream versions of people in a milieu of egotistical interplay involving the creative urge with considerations of commercialism, success and—in relation to my personal metaphysical contemplations—self-fulfillment.  The possibilities include perceptions of the influence of M concerning my experiences in life, regardless of how this documentation is perceived by other people based upon individual inclinations and potentially hasty assumptions.

 

Emotionally upon waking from the 'parallel reality' last night, I felt the only relief for this predicament was determining if M still Loved me  Then, I expressed the thought to M of occupying myself for the time being affirming my love and appreciation for M before I went back to sleep.  I'm now attempting to sleep for a period usually totaling seven hours each night as much as possible while dealing with the complications of the adverse IBS symptoms.